Thought things supposed to turn out the way it supposed to be. Never expect to see those words appear on the cold screen. Attitude somehow also had changed. My heart feels weird and queasy. I keep asking myself, whether have I been doing a good job, doing the right things that Im supposed to do. Maybe I did do something wrong to upset you without me knowing it, I thought to myself. Correct me if I ever did anything wrong, Im open to any comment received, either good or bad. But never keep me in suspense, or play mind games with me please. I rather you tell me how you feel than I guess on my own.
Despite me doing so many things, Im somehow disappointed. Dont ask me why, I just felt that way. My heart sank, to the bottom but I managed to hold it back. My breathing stopped for a second, gasping for more oxygen. Even till now, I still feel my heart weighing so heavily like a stone. Told you before, every little things you do, every single word you say, can affect me directly and indirectly. Both good and bad. But I guess Im defeated this time round. You make me speechless, I really dont know what to say. Lets hope its like what you say, things are fine and dont worry too much about it.
If there is anything I can do to make you feel better, rest assured I will gladly do so. All I ask for is you to be happy. Cos when you are happy, Im happy too. Maybe Im always out of town not there by your side whenever you need me, maybe because of my job nature, maybe because of my characters, maybe because the things that I do. Maybe Im thinking TOO much. Just too many "Maybe".
Doubt not my feelings for you. Never been so serious before. As much as you are afraid of being hurt, so am I. Never will I wanna go through heartache again. Enough of weeping and tearings till my tear duct is dry. All I ask for is to live happily ever after with you, just like living in fairytales.Just hope things will turn better when Im back. Yup, it will be. Definitely.
Damned that stupid swing!
Absence makes the heart grows fonder. Im missing ya soooooooooo much.
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你
把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
