Even after I slept for 13hours last night.
Age is catching up. Last time can go sleepless for more than 2 days. But now can no longer do it.
Used to be a sleeping beauty too. Sleep non stop for 15hours is no problem at all. But now.. HAIZ.......
Talking about the PAST and FUTURE, is it really that easy to forget about the past and embrace the future together?
Yes I know, we all have a past. Neither do I have a beautiful past and background to flaunt.
But some information is just so hard to digest!
Trust me, I really tried sooooooo hard not to think about it. But one wrong word out from your mouth and all the images just flocked back to my mind. I role play-ed, scenario-ed, imagine-d, dream-ed and think about all the things that you gonna say or do.
Haiz.. Typical piscean. Always like to think about all the unneccessary bo liao stuff. What else can I do? There is no way I can change the past, but can only hope for the better, for the future.
And I think its time for me to learn and let go and not think about the negative vibes. Its unhealthy to the mind, heart and soul.
HAIZ...........................
