It is easy to forgive but difficult to forget.
And it takes alot of courage to forgive someone who is close to you.
How to when facts are presented right in front of your face?
Yes I know. Whats done cannot be undone. There's no way I can turn back time.
Words are cheap. Action speak louder than words.
And I hope that remorseful is felt and regret for doing such foolish act.
All I know is, a phone call destroyed what I used to have.
Come to think of it, is it really worth it? At the expense of your loved ones?
Im now enstrangled to a situation that I dont like to be in but yet forced to be in.
I SUPER HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING LOR!!
And I think Im really such a lousy bird.
When shits happened, all I did was doing what Im at best.
Yes, crying! NON STOP.
And trying to escape from reality.
Miss Tan, that's not the way to be!!!!
I told myself, I have to be strong. I need to be strong.
Dont think too much. There will be sunshine after the rain.
But yet Im still hiding.
I felt so ashamed and a pity.
My mind is so occupied with lotsa of "What-if".
Wild thoughts had been wandering on my mind.
And it made me sleepless again. Haiz.
Or should I blame my insomnia on that 2 sips of coffee which I had earlier on?
Carefree and happy is what I want to be.
Again.
