I was packing my cargo bag for my London flight tomorrow till I saw Vanessa's fb update.

Checked aircrew and saw SD99 and 4 days standbys!

There goes my ONLY long flight in April...

As if my Apr roster is NOT shitty enough, this gotta happened at this point of time!!

What had I done so far?

A330 training.. Brisbane.. Narita.. CGK turn.. DPS turn..

And now $1.2k allowance gone!!!

Super broke.. Dragged to see my bills end of the month. DEPRESSED!! :(

Why must the volcano erupt at this point of time!! Why cant it delay 1 week later?!!

!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*

Some said, just take it as a short break. Yah as if I dont have enough rest in Singapore.

Some said, its better to be stranded at home then overseas alone, without your family and loved ones. Okie I agree on that.

To think when Baby left my house earlier, I was still telling him how much I gotta miss him for the next 5 days. Hehe..

4 days of standbys. Hope that they can called me up for long flights if not DONT GET CALLED UP AT ALL!!

I dont want to do turn ard flights pleasssssssssssssssseeeeee!!!

And please dont disrupt my plans this weekend!

I wanna go "hotel motel" with Vivi and gang on Saturday night!!

I wanna attend Baby Megan's full month celebration on Sunday!!